still w my same topics

I miss you every step of the trail to my house, I always remember where your car parking, residential sat next to me and you send me every night we go out, I missed your hair like Justin Bie ***.. I miss when I sulk and you coax me, I miss your hugs the child was. I miss you when you talk section near me not to webcam with other people, I feel overwhelmed Aww, I want it back and the first time, I miss the old crew, who was happy of my life

 

Gossip-ing

heyy adk bubu! tengss always have my besiddee, now tgh ym dgn die. and the same topics cerita pasl "DIE"..
tengs adik fer ur suggestion, sygg you kay! hahah gossip bahan org je kite ni enn , asal weyh?
ym laa tmpt kite gossiping pasal ex adk and pasl sis punye ex kan? hehe,  muah2 larfiyuuu adk bubu :P
and klw sis rindu ex sis w adik jee sis cerite kan, tengs phm mehami hahhah

friday -27-11-10 *2.49 a.m*

eee, mata tk gntuk tak thu apee nk buat ni :( hehe! esuktghari main kompang smpi kul 3.pm.
than, keluar dgn amirul elias ~~ we wee.. my be pergi pavi. rinduu kt diee!:P
ape ape pon, "jiman" jugak the one! soryy to my sis baby, coz adk tk dpt pergi kkclub yee, dsbbkn hujan kt sunway ni lebt sgt2;D haaa esok meh ovenite reramai hehhe! btw btw, sorry sgt dh lam tk update blogg ni, dsbb kn pemals yg tk dpt dikwal , anyway i will update the latest soon :P pupyee

still hopes the same :( never change since 1st met until now

There's nothing been fine without him.And fell unhappy a long times.

I'can't count how much tears i'd.I still want to gave up with all that,but sometimes,heart tell me wont gave up,

he still yours even he already taken with.He the one you'd loved before.

the times fly so fastttt,pffttt**

And the clock hour hand feels like it takes foreverto move when he is not around.

let me tell you something " i Wont be change.wana still wana, and i'm in love.

if You are my question,I'm sure i'll be your answer.

i love you,like a fat  kids love cakes :)

behind my smile,no one know my sorrows,

behind my laughters,there's a lot tears,

i keep it alone, deep inside my heart.

i dont ever know boy like you,there's nothing sweet as you.

 

NAHHH!! please don't you put alot of hopes on me, cez im now

a parts of me not so perfect . and there's nothing complete on me.

i hards to fall in love and loved someone, but when i'll be, i''ll love you with all i have,

don't easily to say you're in love if you're not!

My phone's was ringing,and i pick up,and i wish its you,but not,

i perforce my eyes to close,and i wish to dream you,but it wasn't show you.

All the times i wish your name,and wish you'll be mine back,

back like we had before.i miss the moment.

I always ask my self,did im cruel in love?

did im so idiot in love?

what a bigmistakes did i done?i can't stop ask my self, why you leavin me?

so now, i take it as past thing,it never will be again.

the times were not repeat back for me  -.-i do accpt it.

so now,the happy you had, it seems like me.

what done is done,but i never stop thinking you ,yes i do!

im the the woman who always never stop loving you in your longger life :/

be without you,and heartless

25minutes after merajuk-.-

On the times, tgh sibuk webcming and online. Amirul suddenly called. aku dh mcm mls nk layaaann die dahh, amirul, waht do you wnt to do, you do okay, as well it the best for you, I accpt it.! now i already delete you from my frend list and your numbes olso hd been delting for a long times! soo.. the memory's je can make me remind you sometime.apeee mslh u call i bnyk kali?? i try to off my phone just for a second, than recieved msg from you and missed calls. youuuu.. i takan saying anytg even some words, kalau agak2 i dh tk reply msg you and tk pick ups your calls tu, meann the all is ends*okay! than sent text kat i, bajet2 you pulak merajuk the reason coz i tk pick up ur calls, hahha i dont cre mirul.. the shirt of yours tu aggp jeea laa as 1 frndship btween us kay! now eveyrytg hd done and past! bubuyyee =D

merajuk -.-

today, amirul elias, tak call call pun, tk msg2 pun dgn aku-.-  mne die pegii ni. sumpah touching dgn die, selalu nye otp jee dgn die. phone asik asik ring ring ,rang rang rong rong . tapi harini, diee Amirul Elias sepertinye mcm kena culik.  siape yg colik die tuu, phm2 laa,tolong pulangkan balikk .risauu nieee, kee tgh enjoyed dgn org lain ni Mirulll? nak kene ehhh? haha, btw miss youu! nakkk you dkt2.

I LONG FOR YOU MAN :)

A parts of you has grown in me,together forever we shall to be.never apart,mybe in distanse, but not in heart. how luckyyou have me the one whos harder to saying goodbye, time goes by a lot slower when you miss the one youlove.good bye goodbye ,i hate taa word!  i'm torn between what was and could to be.Missing someone gets easier everyday and everytime.Just up to me,weither storong or weak to accpte it.I Miss You,i want to be with you and hold you. i want to gently touch your face and cup your cheek in my hand as i look into your beutiful eyes.I want to cuddle and snuggle with you.just to be close to you.I want you toknow that how much i cherish and adore you.i want give my heart to you,and i want your heart,i want it ll.:3

          

                                                                                                            with all love andloging heart;

                                                                              NONA LISAA :D

di pagi hari raya aidiladha :D

                                                                     

muka bosaaann!

today today and this time.. mmng tidoor tk cukup ahh,mlm tadi webcam-ing dgn Dayana,from 12a.m something, untill pukul 7.00pagi, haha, well the topics so alottt you know<3 than eachother mata dh rabak, dayana tell me to slept,hahah than us slept around 7.o'clock tuu, tghh zZz tidurr, mama and papa kejut, >> naa,naa bangun mandi,mne baju mama nak iron, cepat2.
GAHHH! aku pun bgun than buat muka panas sbb tk dpt cukup tidur! trus capai towel,trus pergi toilet, 10minutess mndi2. hairdry rmbut,than make-up!(impotent tuu) :) makan2, terus pergi rumah atokk, eee tau takk?akuu ingt kan ramai laa org tdiii and suasana meeriahh pe sume, dtg2 uncle aku tgh mkn, lps mkn sume tdur, we was planned to went tTIME Square! tapi tah kemne tah time squaaare diee, hahhahaa.takk pahm, sooo skrg masa untuk ambil laptop than update blogg, aku mmng bosaann giler b@B***!

NGEH NGEH! ok laaa guys btw btw, happy eiddaiduladhaa yaw<3 love yaaa byeee

Malam Raya AidilAdha ;D

errr, bru balik teman mama beli barang coz nak masak for raya tomorrow enn en?tadi kems2 barang kat dapor than,tolong mama msk,(bljar msk);) eer sumpah tak rasa mcm raye pon esok, heheh! btw, tomoorow aku berharap Engkau ceriakan hidup aku okay! kawan2 yg mybe dtg raye esok, Mungkin Amirul Elias, hehe coz aku dh call diee. awakkk jgn tak dtg , nnti saya sepaakkk awak laju2,hehhe
ok lahh, nk tguk mama msk balik :P tata titi tutu frengSSSxx

Tequilla,

Where you Tequila?I really need you by this time,please have for me by this time.
i dont know how to ran from mistake and the troublesome around me:(
now im just sting alone in the room and can't stop thinking about him,Tomorrow ! i wish you to be nice and please be perfect tomorrow. I won't letting my mind and brain still thinking him. while He had fun outthere!
no drunk,no smoking to release my mind i think, the effect is more damge my self!:(

Sweet bedroom w him soon :D

Nak yg nie nak yg niee! arghh when i supposed to have you sweet bedroom.?
for sure laa w my beloved one kan? dan dan dan berharap kalw dpt bedroom mcm ni pun dh cukup okey. coz nak besar2 pun aku malas kemas, bilik skrg pun rupa mcm haram! lagi mau bila besaa2? hahaa.
okay2, gotta sleep, hari2 tidur lmbt. wish u bedroom come into my drems!:P

hey peep's. im Nur Farhana<3 sweet 16teen move to 17teen next year, aouch scrie with spm soon :(

i was stud in smk ss17Subang Jaya. im so quiet one less to talk but love to laugh even a small jokes:)

here,i made a blog to share my life with my freinds and i hope you people do enjoyed with it kay?

there's a lot about my life in my longer life. peep's.im so plain-looking and abit fatty auchh!

hello girl we're suppaholic! i love my fretns yaw! balqis and erica;)

guys msti korang suka tguk nie ..

haha! nice right. we hate, than we burn it~ LALA~

you touch my life, in the softness in the night, i wish you were come back untill you ran out of love,

these wound's seems to heal this pain is just to real there's just too much the time i can't erase longer my life.

mybe this decision was make a mistake , you probably don't care what i have to say. i just wonder do you ever think of me anymore,i closed my eyes, i shaking my head.i dont how to express how much ilove you and miss you right now. i doubt with my self.i feel want to cried everytime i saw ur pics. but a few frinds was stnding around me and always support me.thk you my dearest frends. but i doesnt meant that im easy to forgot you. because i never had your love and i never will before.i always love you that other could do. i never felt this way,to be so in love.but if if i realy love someone, i will love him with all i have.but this is one memory ,on that only exist in my dreams.and deep down in my heart somehow i just knowthat no matter i will always love you R.

true love never ending:

NONA LISA



                         

Talk is cheap. Actions speaks louder than word. You know you've hurt me a lot and I have lost trust in you. So you do what you gotta do if you want me cause I'm done making evrything right and pretty for us.You can't ran from mistake.

You are the one whos can't break my soul,a parts of my night is such build castles in the air.dreaming you and thinking you is my routin.you're the one who  not perdify with your promise.but you're the key to bring me happinest.when i on myphone,i select your photo.i try to fergot and erase it. but it doesn't meant i can forgt you just like that way.than, whem I'm online,i select on a facebook of yours.i do checked on your wall and staatuss,OMG!you'd been,taken with. I'm down.on that time,i swear fr my self totry to forget you and ignore you.I prayed fr your life,"R"

dealova - ONCE

1st untill the end Bout us :)

my 1st meet with raziman. 1st we meet on saturday afternoon.around 6.0'clock is our 1st meet. isshhh~
i brought him in my grandparent's open house. i let my family know him. auchh. kinda shy aitee that timee. yea, raziman i faham u malu on that time.lagi2 im not beside you because imma bit busy.hehe >> i just a few of your pic fr my meomry. i reraly snap our pic cause im not camwhoring :P

actually, sebelum dtg kitrg dh makan kan raziman
?ttbe2 my brotha bg die nasi. haha, siann kene paksa mkn:)

with my Fydadaaa my sugar<3



raziman,if the old times can repeat back. i promise i'll care of you,love you with all i have.be your pillow,be your shirt. everytime i compony you whenever u goes.but the time not support us to be together forever. the times walk so fast, fast you go.!i'm still sleep wth my dreams.dreams that you're mine for me. im nor relaize that you're gone and left me. :(

 

wenesday: we're planning to watch movie w Raziman

he: esuk afta my class finish around 1.30 . i'll pick up you tau dear we watch a movie,

me: hihi what's movie?

he:resident of evil, die mcm ada zombie, heheh nak tak

me: zombie? is it truee? tapi mannn,i nk tguk cerita pirana laa, ikn makan org tau. besttt hehe

he: ee mcm scariee jee.hehee

me: my baby,take your sleep now?esuk class pagi kan?susah nk bgun, esuk kan nk meet lagi .eee

he: okkay my baby stalker, eheh muah love you

me: i do love you too

around 12.25 p.m(wednesday)

me: you dkt mana haaa? i nmpk you dgn girl ni kat sunwy pyramid?!wth bodoh!

he:girl mane nii?i dari pagi dekat bangunan ni tau,baru hbs exam.dari pagi tak makan.dh you kata i kat sunway dgn other girl :(

me: back off la! daa tkya tgok movie harini?spoil my mood.duduk rumah jee!

he: please laa,i kat sini je you. dgn my frents ni.nak i bawak jumpa dorang kee?jgn buat i macam ni:(

me: it's okay. kalau you nak jumpa org lain,i tak kesah. do ur own work. i mlas nak mbil tahu lagi -.-

he: wait.jp lag kite solve and you cerita dekat i k. g siap pakai comel2.jap lagi i smapi i'll call you my baby-.-

me: ok!

(and actually cerita ni tak betul pun,heheh saje je buat mcm ni nak tenguk die mcm mana ka?)

around2.30 p.m

(ring ring ring) he: dah siap? i nak sampai dh nie?

me: why so fast laaa?i bru nak siap.hehe sory2

he: cepat laa, perempuan siap mmng lama eh?

me: shadapppp! waiit. heheh

he: fast baby fast.

me: okay boo, hheeh

me:you I,dah siap.

he: okay abg you dh siap?

me: dah. i nk kluar rumh dh nie

he:i kat sini..cpt!

(masuk kerata,shake his hand and kiss his pipi yg omel tuu)

he: takya kiss2, ttbe je ckp nmpk i dgn girl kan?

me:jgn nak emo,mehh i kiss,i rindu you niee!

he:yelaa yela, muahhh

me: mcm tu laaa,

he:haa cpt cerita dkt i,about you nmpk i tuu?

me: later ah, i tak de mood nak cerita.

he:mgda! (kereta pun berjalan menuju ke rumah fida untuk ambil fyda)

me: i tk suka you keluar dgn perempuan lain, u faham :(

he: ya allah,sumpah i tak keluar you. i bru hbs exam kan tdi?

me: zzzz(senyap spnjang jln smpi sunway)

he:zz (pon senyap dan buat muka nocent)

abg ku: wei, asal tak jaln dgn man?

me: ishh bia laa diee,!

abg ku: kau tk baik la buat die mcm tuuu

me: ehmm nanti laaa.die pun mcm xde mood jee.

abg ku: dah tu,jalan la dgn diee!

me: kay2 later kay?

tiket wayang:

he:ok,tiket wayang pukul 5.00p.m kay.

me: hmmph yelaaa -.-(buat muka berlagak)

5.00p.m

masuk wayang and find our seat

suddnly cerita tu pulk scrie, aku dah takthu nk hold hand sape lagi. so terpakse ambik rambut aku than closed my fce. i seat beside raziman on my left, and on my right my brotha and fyda

ttbe die hold tgan aku ,

he: you soryy lain kali kite tguk cerita pirana eh?i tathu you tguk tguk cerita mcm nie...

me: haha,its okay laaa. let i hold ur hand man,itakot sumpah

he: okay2. (while kiss my forehead) i minta maaf tauu~

finished movie:

lepak starbuck is our routin, chill

than jalan2, raziman hold my hands.

he: youu marah i lagi?

me: a bit laa:P

he: sumpah you, i tak keluar pon tau.

me: heh itsokay lahh shayang.

otw To BB 9.10p.m

(otw nk pergi kat kereta)

me: youuuuu! ingt tau hari jumaat nieee!

he: knapa dgn hri jumaat syg?

me: smapi hati tk ingt,mrajuk aaa

he: sumpah i tktahu pape, knpe? nk jumpe ke?

me:(buat muka merajuk) nothing aaa

he: fast syg,ckp cepat.i taktahu ape2 pon niee

me:dah2 , shadappp!

he: hooooooooooo!!!!!i ingtt, birthday Girl nieee!

me: hehehhehhehe(gelak2)

he: shit2 sorry i trlupaa syg soryy!~

me: hhheeh, alhamdulilah ingt, love you more~

he: you nak apa on ur birthday ni babyy stalker?

me:i nk kereta besar,rumah besar!boleh? hehe

he: alamkk kopak laaa, hahaha

me: tadi tanya kan? heheh ingt tauu,

Arrived Bukit bintang

:)he: eee bday girl nak dekat, you must to be nice everytime w me aite?

me: aloooo, xdpt aa nak marah you lagi

he: no no cant heheh

me: so jumaat ni u keluar dgn dgn kawan you ke?

he: elele saje je tanya kan?padahal dah tahu i mesti keluar dgn you en?

me: of coz, spent ur time on my birthdy tau sygg!

he: ofcoz sygg.

11.54p.m

sampai rumah:)

ok, im so tired tonight balik mcm biasa syg call i tau?

he:oky, ingt you jgn nak webcam dg org lain!

me,:kiss(forehead and pipi omel die)

thursday night:

my baby, esok afta my class, i balik i siap2. pastu i call you taw. pakai wangi2 & comel taw

me:hmmm, nk pergi mane esuk"?

he: u birthday girl , just quiet and let me brought you sme place. hehe

me: ahhh nice laa syg, love you. okay let's sleep, and please come in my dreams toninght:'(

he: i will come and kiss you ner stop!okay baby?

me: ahhh, love you muahhhhh

he: love you too bday girl

friday 1.30p.m(1.10.10 my birthday)

(ring ring ring)he: dah siapp dah?

me: youu, hujann niee, hbs basah bju acanner?

he: laaa,puteri nak masuk kereta, mstilah i tolong payungkan die

me: eee takmau nnti you laak yg basah, nvm, kawan i ade ni. i suruh tolong hnta kat you k

he: fast b,

me: tguk hbss bju basah sikit nie, heheh

he: sikit je kan? nvm,i letak aircond kat you!

me: alolol sweet, mane pipi comel?i winduu nie:"(

he: i pon youu (muahhhh)

otw To Mcd &oneutama

you, closed ur eyess plseasee!

me: why?

he: fast la syg

me: k2

he:ok now open

me: awww sweett nyee you

he:hujan2 tau i redah beli bunga untuk you..

me: alolol, sian laaa. you thak you soo much, syg you!

he: dah jgn nak marah2 nak merajuk2 lagi tau bday girl

me: i wont syg,!nk pergi mnaa nie?

he: oneutama,heheh

me: kay.

(jalan2 smapi pukul 6.00p.m)

me: jum balik, i penat nieee!

he: let's

baring dekat bhu dia smbil die drive, tangn sebalh peluk die,

ishhh i misss you:( tapi i rasa mcm nak demam nie, how?

tomorow night

he: syg are you ok?

me:im sick babby, dont naughty out there

he:no laa baby girl, i just from collge,aftr these i nak pergi pyramid and summit.

me: you i mcm nak bubur, can you buy it?

he: ok, i beli nnti i dha smpi i call you k, i nk mandi jap

9.30p.m

he: you i dh smpai, keluar ni i bwak bubur

(walk walk walk to0 him)

me: you tau, lepas ni nak pergi mana?

he: i nk buat assigment kat mentari

me:okay2,balik call i pls!

he: i will cll sory but mybe late, sbb you, asgment i bnyk tak buat lagi ni

me: its okay, i faham:) bye muahh

he: muahh too you girl, ily<3

since that met, we never met again coz of, i hd do a big mistake:(im so soryy! i miss you rzman,i miss the old of rziman, a few days  i hadi life without you, did you knoe, how i felt right now?how my life getting worst and life is so mesyy now! last time, before i slept, i always recieved your texts and always onthephone w you. laugh together. and i always heard your story untill ends aitee?

what supposed i do now?in my night, i always looked your picture,my night always full of tears,but i try to won't care with it. i try to going out and get enough at. i try to cheer up my life like i have you before.<3

you're my soul.  you knoe you're a parts of my life,untill end of time,

when i have you, i ignore people around me, i just focus on you. i let my inbox full w your texts. i lets incoming call is all from ur numbers<3 but its all left one memory, untill now i never woke up from my imagination drem, i still thought that you're still mine,. raziman! i still wait fr you. :(

lots of <3

the end of the story 

you alwys thought to me that you always had forever here,but you leavin me without even sayin anytg,i was hurt,and it really easywont be  to foregt yesterday.and i pray that you would stay, but you're gone and so far away.i was afraid to fall in love cz im afraid the sames reason come:3 i never prepared my life without him, because i have learned with my life to live beside you ,but mybe im just dreaming of you. and if into my dreams you'll come and touch me once again,.i'll never give up if i want somthing,:'(sometimes the times made me remind you, than im down.pictures in the times fading  to memories.my hearts break while im cried , revers the tears but im blind to see.now, its already end and nohing meanings and so much more here.i wish you were here for me and come back to me.i was down in my kness;( hmphh